So, today I spoke with the infamous AJ. After doing so, I can say I am fairly disgusted. When speaking, he said: "Well, we'll never be together, but even if I had a partner. I'd still fuck you. I like you that much." After that epic turn off I went on to say that the day I'm in a relationship, he can't expect me to do the same for him, that I believe in loyalty and when I am in a relationship with a man, I will be all his. No sharing. Why stray if one person can make you happy? His immature remark was:"So when you decide to have a relationship, I'm screwed? I disagree, I want to get it in, all time. I don't care with who."
After speaking for a while, I felt like he was rubbing in my face: You're just a good lay and thats all you'll ever be.
Afterwards, he went on to tell me what a woman I was, how appealing I am and my sexual skills.
Now I can finally let him go.
Normally, I could care less... I love sex and I love men... and women. Even so, I cling to the idea that someday I'll find the right person. To have the ONE man you've ever had feelings for, moved from one country to another for and just wanted for so long say such things... It was very painful. I love having FWB, but this man lied so much, he could replace Pinocchio. If you just want to fuck, don't tell me you love me, don't hound me for years, don't ask me to marry you and then act like it didn't happen. You are not my friend, and your benefits are over.
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