Hey all, I have been married 11 years, and I totally still LOVE my hubby. I have not always been a good girl though, and I just want to help get us back to where we were. I think he still loves me enough that we can make it work. We have great sex, and my favorite thing is giving him a blow job! I actually get off on it. (Trying to get the guys votes here!) My issues are that I am demanding, short tempered, clinically depressed, stressed out, and not always outwardly appreciative and respectful, although I feel that on the inside. I can also be jealous, and I used to snoop, but that is over because I saw things his way for one and realized that I was wrong on both counts. I boast to everyone about my wonderful man, but he doesnt think I feel that way. When we first met, my smart ass mouth and brash sense of humor made him chuckle. Now it makes him cringe. Not to mention my dramatic outbursts. I am really going through extra stress right now with a serious illness in my family, and it is all taking a toll. How can I make my hubby feel like number one again?? I am afraid that he may leave me if I don't shape up. I just don't know how. Did I mention that I swallow????