Ok, seriously...Last time I was this pissed off was about three years ago when a woman I care deeply about was raped and for some reason, I am in that eye-twitching if you look at me wrong I WILL kill you mode. Past few days i've been tweaked as hell. Lack of food, just my body going on an overall nose dive. Anyways, i've wanted my GF to come over since just having her in my arms always makes me feel better. She moved into an apartment a few weeks ago which is about 2.5 miles from where she used to live. Shouldn't be a big deal, but now she never wants to come over. Fast forward to tonight and she's having dinner with her parents, which is fine and all. I just told her to call me when she gets home. She does and I ask if she wants to come over. Her excuse? "It's too far away". My house is about 13-15 miles away from her apartment which is nothing really. Especially when she's just a few miles away from her parents. Anyways, i'm in the area and remember I owe her some money. So I go to her apartment and don't see her car. I call a few times and she finally picks up and she's at her friends house. Who just so happens to live less than 3 miles from my place. So the whole distance thing and then her friend being so close to me just sent me over the edge. Right now my body is shaking. I am filled with testosterone and pure malice and I don't know why. Why is it affecting me so badly? I can't seem to calm myself down and I really wish I had a punching bag right now. And well...i'm just one of those guys you don't want to cross and she crossed me pretty bad. Anyways, I needed to vent.