I hope that this post doesn't come across as one big whine, but I just can't help but feel that the spark of sexuality hasn't lit my wick yet. I'm a powder keg of horniness, but I just get the impression that sex is for everyone but me. I know, it's silly and childish and unrealistic. But whenever I'm around friends who are talking about sex I basically have to keep quiet. Whenever I'm at parties it seems like nobody is attracted to me (or they don't show it), despite my best efforts. I just feel like the world of sex is so alien to me, that it isn't meant for someone like me. I don't know - maybe I've been watching too much porn and it's fucking up my perception of things. I just feel like I'm not a sexually desirable person and that my sex drive is either dead or hasn't been born yet. Has anyone else ever felt this way? Does anyone here still feel this way now?