So here's the dillio... I have a girlfriend, and I love her dearly. I am like 95% sure I'm straight, because I love girls. I shudder at the thought of being "with" a guy, but I absolutely love the idea of GIVING a blowjob. I'm not sure why. I don't want to do anything else sexually with a man, but I love being sexually active with my girlfriend. Why would this be??? I don't get my fascination with wanting to give a guy head.