I would class myself as straight. There is absolutely no denying that I love all aspects of a female - large or small boobs, small pert bum or ginormous backside, slim hips, wide hips, chunky thighs... you name it, I like it. Big or small, tall or short - I love women! But... For a bit now, on another site, I've been intrigued by crossdressers (male to female), ts/tv etc. and noticed that I was getting aroused. I love to see ladies dressed sexily - the usual of uniforms, stockings, skirts, heels etc. and just wondered if it was only the clothing that did it. But the more I've thought about it, and as much as I may have been repulsed by the notion in my youth, the thought of touching another cock and balls really doesn't seem so bad. Sometimes, certain ones even look quite attractive. I kissed another lad when I was 18, he was a tv, and it was ok, not that much different from kissing a girl, but it didn't really reinforce my feeling one way or the other. It didn't repulse me so much, but it didn't make me lose my lust for females. Am I a 30 year old with the confused mentality of a teen? Or is it more?