I turned 18 May 3rd. I been perfectly fine.. then suddenly I been easily turned on for some reason lately. Im not one for masturbation because I feel its wrong.. But I couldn't help but touch myself.. Im nervous because I don't want to be an addict to masturbation or this "turned on" feeling. I am not used to this. I shake the weak feeling of being turned on usually when I was younger. ladies...or guys.. How do you deal with this? I have never really played with a dildo.. just my clit.. I don't want it to hurt nor do I want to feel overwhelmed.