It's been a while since I've been here. Well I need to come back so I can talk openly about my issues. So I've been with my boyfriend for about 3 years now. He's been my only serious boyfriend who I've slept with. As much as I love him, or at least loved him, I'm getting sick of the same thing after all this time. I'm not just talking sexual acts either. I work in a pretty damn big place, it's a casino, and since I work on the floor I'm surrounded by older men in uniforms and suits. My big three weakness. I also seem to have problems with not having a filter when I talk to guys, I don't talk like this around women thats for sure. So I usually end up talking about sex with all the guys. I can't seem to help spilling my guts to them. I've talked to at least 5 different guys about sexual topics and while I'm embarrased almost all of the times I can't help but enjoy it all. I've been flirting too much I think. I can't help it though as I love the attention and as long as I'm talking I'm not depressed. My job gets lonely even though I'm surrounded by people. Hell I even ended up talking with my landlord about my sexual things. I can't stop! Did I mention that I fall for almost all the guys I talk to? I'm such a whore.. I can't stop thinking about taking them in the sack. I'm not sure how much longer I can go without snapping. Help!