Please do not laugh, if you can not give me a constructive advise please don't. I am married for almost 7 years, our love making always was pretty the same every time.. My husband caressing me, until I was completely wet then we would have sex in a couple positions.. The last few months something changed.. He started to finger me very often. I could tell he was using more than two fingers but I didn't know exactly what he was trying to do. I cum very fast, before he even penetrates me, sometimes even when he is only caressing me.. And once I cum I can't exactly tell what he is doing.. We don't talk about our sex. That's his order. I don't know why but he can't have any sex discussions. That leaves me sometimes very confused with my thaughts. Anyhow.. Three days ago we were in bed, and he was playing with his fingers inside me.. All I remember was at a certain point I was on my belly and I suddenly leaped forward as he pushed his Hand inside me. He grabbed me with his other hand beneath me keeping me still, and I just kept cumming and moaning.. After a while I can't tell exactly what was going on I just couldn't think at all. I felt his hand withdrawing slowly and It just felt so huge, I could feel his four fingers leaving me slowly. Only then he put his organ inside me and had sex with me. And I was still unable to think at all. The past three days I could feel myself contracting with waves of orgasm flushing me out of nowhere regardless of what I do. Is it possible he did that? He could barely push 3 fingers inside me couple of months ago! I am terrified of the thought of it! I it dangerous? Can it cause damage? How is it even possible? Why is he doing this? We never did that before! Shouldn't he ask me first? I feel so embarrassed to even ask him, I did have a massive orgasm, which makes me even more ashamed of the whole thing..