I starting talking to and hanging out with an old friend of mine behind my husband's back. He just found out the day before yesterday about it because he saw a text when he had my phone. I use to date this friend in highschool and still had feelings for him when I met and married my husband. I was honest about these feelings and it really hurt my husband. I cut off all contact with my friend because I wanted my marriage. Five years later I no longer have any feelings towards this friend other than friendship. He has his own family and I have mine. I very much love my husband and even though I vent about sex and everything else I still only want him and I want our marriage to work. I started talking to my friend again in June around the time my husband lost his job. We have hung out a few times but nothing sexual or physical happened. We didn't even hug. He met my son and I met his girlfriend and her daughter. He has drove me to my grandmother's house. I know what I did was wrong in lying to my husband. I feel bad now that it hurts him so much that he wants to divorce me. I don't know what to do to make this better. He doesn't believe me that I didn't cheat on him. I don't know what to do. He says he will stay and pretend that he likes me for our son but does not love me anymore or even like me. Please help I have no one else to ask.