This is a confession - I have been an escort since last August now and my partner (fiance) does not have a clue. Background - For years he went on at me about wanting me to get a boob job, he always had a thing about them. I didnt, but his nagging wore me down and as we both liked to watch porn together i began to like the big fake look in the movies. So in Jan of last year i went ahead and got them done and i loved the results. I started going out with my girlfriends at weekends and the attention i got was intoxicating and i began buying clothes that i knew would get me attention. I met a guy out at a party, and the attraction was instant but i knew i had a fella. He is an agent in the porn and escort industries and loved my look and told me i would make a great topless model and wanted to represent me. I told my fiance and he flipped and told me to stay away from him. But we kept in close contact behind his back and he paid for me to get an extensive set of nude and topless shots done. My fiance's work meant he works away at night during the week and does some travelling, and the agent told me he could get me work escorting foreign businessmen. I had such an urge inside me to give it a try that i accepted and thats how it all started for me. I began with random meetings with the businessmen and after a few weeks i met a rich Russian stud client. Since then it has become so regular, several times a week, with him and he gives me anything i want. I have keys to a house he owns and i keep all of my gifts from him in there - the most expensive rings, necklaces, shoes, bags - everything. I have a secret bank account for my earnings and its gone so far with him that he no longer pays me by the hour, he just puts weekly amounts into the account and calls me his lover. I dont escort other clients anymore, im solely his. i'll no doubt get heavily criticised for all of this. Last month i lied to my fiance and told him i had started a new sales job which meant i needed to travel early into the role. In reality i was wisked away by my 'lover' for 5 days. I cant stop the secret life i lead, i know its harsh on my fiance that i cant tell the truth but my life has changed so much over the past few months, aside from financially, and i love it.