OK, this is play day #3, and my SO has been on those anti anxiety pills for a month now. Last time (play day #2) I was able to give her several, maybe 10, significant peaks that she called small orgasms, all in a row, one after another, but wasn't able to get her over the top for a big release. Well, today was even more confusing and frustrating because she would pull me in for heavier licking, and a second later she would pull away to avoid it, and then back to pulling me in again. It's almost like she wanted me to lick her and she didn't, both at the same time. I managed to give her maybe 3 good peaks, but still no big release - every time I got close she hit that drug "wall" again that keeps her from climaxing. I spent the first 25 years of our lives together cultivating her sexuality, and for the next 10, I had to slow her down and hold her back from cumming too quickly. This suddenly not being able to make her cum at all really sucks.