I just found out the other day that my wife thinks penis' are ugly. That kind of explains why when I jokingly whip it out (or let it hang out to see how long it takes for her to notice) she kind of chuckles but never more than quickly glances at it. She also never really plays with it or seems to really like it all that much. Keep in mind she does similar things to me like flash her boobs randomly, moon me, or while we're watching TV she'll hang a boob out and see how long it takes for me to look over and notice. So it's not that she doesn't like this kind of joking around, because she does it too. It's kinda hurtful. I really admire her body and I love doing things to her. I love going down on her and rubbing her and massaging her. She just doesn't seem to be interested in my body or my "parts" much at all. She only does things to my penis if I suggest it and even then I can tell she doesn't really want to do it. Even right after I just ate her out for like a half hour. When I talk to her about it she somehow turns it around and makes me sound like I'm the bad guy and makes me sound like that's all I want. If that was all I wanted I wouldn't have married someone who doesn't like my penis and acts like my cum is battery acid on the rare occasion she actually gives me a handjob and any accidentally gets on her. She has like NO labido at all. Am I wrong to feel like shit because of this? It makes me feel like I'm not attractive to her. Don't get me wrong, I love her VERY much. She is also the greatest friend I have ever had. I just wish I didn't have to feel like I still need to resort to porn and masturbate when she's not home to satisfy my fantasies. I kinda feel guilty about it but I feel like I have to watch porn to enjoy seeing things she won't do.