I hope this is the right place to post this, as it is non sexual and sexual.... My boyfriend, which I have lived with about 2 1/2 years, has been out of town for about 12 weeks for work (and originally was suppose to only be for a couple weeks). Leaves on Monday morning early and comes home Friday evening. I am about to drive myself nuts!!! I miss him so much. I know I am driving him crazy crying every night about how much I miss him and love him. The main problem is I can't handle it, to the point the thought has REMOTELY crossed my mind that if he can't be home, I can't do it. I love him and trust him completely. Trying to make a long story short, I am a stay at home mom with no close friends besides him and my mom. I go through the day fine, but when 8 or 9 o'clock hits, I feel so alone and cannot stand that he is not here. I trust him 100% and never think he is cheating on me but I question how much he loves me because it seems so easy to him. He can sleep at night and doesn't feel the need to tell me every hour how much he loves me. I know I am crazy for the way I think, but am I wrong to want to hear his emotions on the situation? I have even "thought" it isn't even worth the depression I feel, but I love him too much to leave.