Not Depressed for Once

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Lately I've been feeling very, very depressed. I'm talking "Ready to down a bucket of drugs and wind up on the news" depressed. I've had a lot of shit happen to me. An abusive girlfriend, a horrible marriage (luckily short), lack of finding anyone who wants to love / have sex with me, money troubles, the list goes on.

Despite all that, I think the depression is finally lifting for a bit. I'm trying to move forward with my life. I've been emailing realty agents trying to get help to move (No responses yet, but I understand this stuff takes time to research), been looking for jobs down in NC via the internet (That's not going so well, but I'm keeping my head up), and started making T-Shirts on cafepress.com to try and bring in some money.

If there's any justice in this world for a good guy like myself, things might just finally start to work in my favor. I still have lots of hardships and struggles to face in the next few months, yes. It's going to suck so much ass (and not in the fun way). After it's over though, I might just walk away being able to support not only myself, but hopefully be able to be a financial secure boyfriend one day.

Now, I'm off to go find me some props to make a creative picture for my 100 post-mark. Look forward to it peeps :D
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