And I've never been able to and I don't know why. I mean know I've only had sex about twice right now in my life time as I make this post. So I haven't even had enough sex in my life to cum, but some people can make themselves cum even when they're not having sex. I mean I get hot and horny at times so that means that I probably should be able to cum, but I never cum when I'm feeling that way and trust me I do get hot and horny. So much that I start to ache down there. Then why?! Just why can't I cum then?! I'm so afraid that if I can't even cum in the future while actually having sex then I'm gonna make my future partner unhappy. They'll think that they're not turning me on when I don't cum, but I may really be getting turned on and they wouldn't ever know, because I can't cum. I've even tried to stick my fingers up there before and that doesn't work. I can't even masturbate correctly to make myself cum. I'm so worried about this right now and that I don't wanna disappoint my future partner. Just what'll I do?