I just watched my girlfriend walk out on me, it's 11pm here and my heart just broke. I did everything I could to keep her except beg, but she wouldn't stay. We had an argument about something stupid, and after watching maybe the 100th old Chinese woman shit on the streets at the bus stop with a baby in her arms I said "money can't buy culture" also the fact that the Chinese government just raided 200b out of the pensions here was mentioned. I asked her to look me in the face and say if she loved me or not, after asking her several times she couldn't say "yes" or "no". I refused to move as she packed her bags telling her to hit me to move me and nothing else she did would hurt me as much as watching her leave. At this point I had asked h... I don't even know what to say right now, my girlfriend just walked back through the door screaming about "I can see how much you love me now", I hoesntly dont know what to say. I have just been crying by our door for maybe 30 minutes and got off the phone to a friend before trying to write my feelings down here when she walked back through the door. Apparently I am just a great actor, I was stunned her saying this after all she just did was apparently an act. I don't even know how to end this post, she is in the shower now after telling me she will leave on the 15th..