So I am a very inexperienced guy when it comes to the ladies. I am 20 and have only had 1 girlfriend I was with for a few months. I got sexually intimate but only 2 times before we broke up (for other reasons) I have been seeing a girl of 22 who is a little more experienced than me. She actually asked me out! she is the 'go getter' outgoing type who is known for liking the shyer type guys which is why she chose me. After 4 months we got intimate sexually. It all started out with her slowly encouraging me and had me rock hard while kneeling there in front of me telling me to relax. Being non-experienced I was nervous and she began to jerk me off and frequently stopped and laughed at the twitching and jerking reaction my penis was doing whenever she touched it or pretended she was about to touch it. She would touch then move her hand or finger back and look at me and giggle/laugh. Maybe I am looking too deep into it but was this meant in a malicious making fun of me way? I don't think she was laughing at my penis size as I am not small (7 inches hard) I guess because I was so aroused to be touched by a girl there and that's why my penis was reacting to being touched so much. While I was embarrassed she knew I was and was giggling a lot. Maybe I am being a little oversensitive about this whole thing but its just the impression I get that she may be mocking/making fun of me. Any thoughts ladies? I think its better asking a woman's perspective on this than a man as perhaps a woman can relate more. I known its kind of a crazy question but I felt I had to ask somewhere as I will admit to feeling a little 'demasculated'.