I'm a very shy conservative person by day, but by night I'm a hopeless erotic addict. We've been married for 12 years, she is only my second partner, and i'm her first partner. We're striclty monogamous, but have been getting slowly more adventurous over the years with vibrators, ass play (both me and her on the receiving end) and couples-friendly porn. I've got this desire in my head that won't go away, and that's to be penetrated by a guy and have him orgasm in me. I'm often thinking of this when I'm going down on her,and i'm stretched out on the bed between her legs and licking her lips and clit, and there's a bit of time to dream while she's slowly getting into it. I wonder what it would be like to lie there, exciting her closer to coming, while having a guy come up behind me to ease my legs and cheeks apart, and then brush his cock, balls and pubes slowly up and down my cleft and over my hole. I long to know what it would be like to have a cock head nudge me open and then have the full length of the shaft pushed all the way in so i could feel tight around it and could squeeze on it. What would it be like to make her come at the same time as someone comes in my ass? It took me years before i was able to pluck up the courage and tell my wife of my fantasy. My wife has confessed that she thought about it once or twice while she was lying back and dreaming of something to help her get get there while she was being licked. How does this seem to the girls? Does it strike an echo with any of you, or do you ever think about this when your guy goes down on you? Anyone else got the same fantasy and indulged it? I couldn't ever imagine my wife wanting to take part in anything involving a third person or another couple, but I wish that just once we could do it in a way that would be good for as well as her. What's the answer? Should we just accept that fantasies should stay unrequited?