I'm going to first say that even though I know it was wrong I never really felt attacked or used by how I started having sex. I never felt that a crime had been committed and in the end no harm had been done to me that I am aware of. So the reason I post this thread is to see how many of us had what types of beginnings into a sexual world. As it would be apparent almost all of the members of this site, me included, love sex, sexual acts and talking about it. I am just curious to see if deviant sexual behavior starting with someone's sexual life produces a more active sex drive or a less active sex drive. So for me my older sister and I were at home when my step-father was having poker night with some of his friends. They were all getting pretty drunk and loud. My sister had a crush on two of them and decided she wanted to tease them and talked me into it. I didn't need a lot of talking since sex was become an increasing curiosity for me. We put on low-cut tops, skirts, and went and started teasing them. Well drunken men and teasing girls turned into my sister getting bent over the table as one of them started to fuck her. I was soon after and then they started taking turns. Now to be clear they used condoms, my sister and I never cried or tried to get away, and we didn't scream or cry but in a pretty good sense it was rape. Now like I said I don't look back and blame anything on this or consider it a dark and hurting memory and neither does my sister. So is it more typical for people with devious sexual beginnings to become more sexually devious or is it just a roll of the dice?