Hello, everyone! Just found this site on google. There's great stuff here! Anyway, my concern is with the object of anal stimulation on men and, perhaps, even pegging. Havent tried it yet, but I have used a dildo on myself alone and that was really... intense! The thing is, while the sensations and perhaps just the thought of it IS exciting, I cannot think of this as something normal. I mean, even though I like girls only (love them!) and want nothing sexually with men, I still cannot think of this act (the man being penetrated) as something other than a homosexual act and, well, something wrong. I guess I'm confused... since I discovered anal stimulation and found out it was good, I always wanted to try a dildo to find out what it was like to be penetrated (fucked?). But, after I done it, using a dildo alone, I felt really embarrassed and ashamed... sorta guilty... and had a hard time considering what I had done a normal thing to do - that is, something NOT homosexual. It was very exciting, different, to be penetrated by a dildo very much similar to my own penis, but I still cannot think of it as something normal and be OK with this... I'm very much troubled now, because I guess I want to do it again but, at the same time, I cannot be OK with it. The thought of it excites me and, again, it troubles me (I went as far as throwing the dildo I just bought into the trash). Guess I should never have touched down there in the first place... Any toughts?