I am a survivor of Childhood Sexual Abuse, twice in my life. With that being said, even though I have been in Therapy there are things I have never done and not sure I ever will. Am I the only one survivor or not? 1. Never Showered with anyone 2. Anal sex (no interest at all) 3. Never did 69 or many other sexual positions other than missionary. 4. Have given head, don't like it, this was something I was forced to do. I think this is enough for now. My experiences are limited.