These are my sexual fantasies. what are yours?

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  1. curiously_adventurous

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    My wife has been less and less interested in sex over the past 10 or so years. This has caused me to surge from depression, to anger, to desperation and ultimately to acceptance. This situation has had a strange and unexpected effect on me, in that I find myself more and more interested in my fantasy life and less interested in human interaction. I am so disillusioned in fact that I am no longer interested in real sex or real human contact. I thought this would be a great place to share some of those fantasies and hopefully find others who are interested in the same things. Over the coming weeks I intend on sharing my thoughts and exploring my desires through my written fantasy world. I hope that others will take the time to do so as well. Since this is fantasy I would hope that no fantasy would be off limits and I hope everyone will understand it is make believe and feel free to share. I am not yet sure what I will share but I hope you enjoy and let me know what you think of my stories. pantiers_1280.jpg
     
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    It occurred to me that my fantasies have always been based on real situations that I would re-imagine and embellished for fun and fap. I have never given any thought to how these events shaped my sexual preferences but in setting out to share this with you I realized how I came to think and feel like I do. I think I will try to resurrect some of these happenings in somewhat of a chronological order. I will tell not what actually happened ( although much of the story actually took place) but what I wished had happened in my perfect fantasy mind.

    My first sexual experience came early in life. My next door neighbor and best friend Jimmy was older than I. At the time this took place I had just celebrated my 8th birthday and Jimmy was twelve. I didn't see the significance of our age difference at the time. In fact it much later while I was looking at old family photos that I became aware that Jimmy looked older and was much larger in physical stature. Looking back, I'm sure my mom was very happy that the older boy was taking such good care of her son.

    We were together constantly and were very close. He shared his secrets with me and I kept them to myself. It's not like I was old enough to have any secrets of my own. My fondest memories of Jimmy were all of the times we camped out in his back yard. We would set up the tent and stock it with cola and chips and gather the firewood for when it got dark. Even though we were in our backyard it seemed like we were all alone out there. Jimmy had a small library of porn that he had stolen from his dad and he kept it in an old wrecked car that was rusting away at the very back of his yard near where we always set up the tent. We would wait until it was really late and all of the lights had gone out in our houses and then we would pile all of the tattered old magazines in a pile and visit all of our lovely girlfriends. I call them girlfriends because as many times that we had looked at those old magazines I felt like I knew them personally and since I had seen them naked...well you know, it was like I knew them intimately.

    At that time I wasn't capable of thinking of them sexually. After all I had still not reached puberty. My cock was there just for urinating and I was still completely hairless. Jimmy however had a huge cock that would get as hard as a piece of wood and a thick black bush that grew around it and filled his ass crack so that it looked like there was a squirrel hiding in there. After I had watched him jerk off a few times, I asked him what that was like. He proceeded to teach me but since mine would not get hard, nothing happened. It was at that very moment that I discovered the most beautiful feeling in the world. After failing to make my own tiny cock hard jimmy stepped up like the true friend he was and after making me lay back and get comfortable he began to play with my penis. Slow and gently at first. It felt really really good, right from the start. After a few minutes he had managed to make my little cock, rock hard and maybe about an inch and a half long. I was hoping that he would never stop and it was then that he leaned down and took it in his mouth. I immediately began to feel an intense burning sensation coming on that made me gasp out loud as I continued to spasm and jerk for what seemed like eternity. It only took once to realize that I wanted to do this again. Jimmy rocked back on his haunches with a wide grin that covered his entire face and said with a very pleased sound in his voice: " how about that?" I was speechless. I quickly asked him if he would teach me to do that for him.
     
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    Wow, I have no desire for sex with a man but it is a good story.
    I would hope your wife will regain interest in sex WITH YOU.
    There are many reasons for a woman to lose interest, maybe there is a chance to revive it.
     
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    Hers is hormonal. She took testosterone for a little while and everything was great but she was afraid of it and quit. Maybe things will get better some day.
     
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    The Op's story is not unusual. Same sex experimentation in youth is common, however most men will never admit it happened. There is still too much stigma and homophobia attached to any male bisexual contact. It's kinda sad that it's fairly accepted with females, to the point that it's trendy, cool and often encouraged, but with a guy, even thoughts gets you labeled "gay". I'll bet the OP has more to this story, as the first time is rarely the last time.

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    Probably right Cappy, the farthest I have gone as a teenager was to go in quiet places, drop our pants and show our junk to each other.

    Then one day with a couple I took the husbands' in my hand a few seconds.
    Moments like this confirm if you are straight and curious, bi or gay.
     
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    From what I've read on this, it's figured about 75% of boys experiment with another boy to the point of orgasm at least once. Since only 3% of men are gay, this obviously doesn't lead to being gay. Sadly, very few men that go on to identify as straight would ever admit to it. The macho morality among American men has you labeled as gay, if you admit to even remotely thinking about something that involved another cock. Best friends often keep a secret between them, til girls come into the active picture, then "It never happened". The Op's proposed chronological sexual story should be quite interesting, as he's obviously being honest.

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    I would say that where I grew up, same sex play was the expected norm, and all of us would have been with girls if we had the chance. I will be writing more of this story in the coming weeks . I'm not sure that it is accurate to call our playing together homosexual by any standard and I am not attracted to or turned on by men but I am not ashamed to say that I enjoyed it very much and wish that it had not had to end. I wish more people enjoyed sex for the sake of pleasure and quit making it about some misguided representation of love or a social statement.
     
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    There is also the part of actually enjoying it. I was given a chance twice as an adult and I felt no shame or disgust, but just a very real lack of interest, attraction. Just doesn't feel right for me. Nothing with perceptions or what not, but you get the idea.
    Saying so, as I must not be the only person feeling that way.
     
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    I fully understand what you are saying and I'm sure that would be the average person's response. I have, in the past, wondered what to make of the fact that I liked playing with my friends that way. After studying it, I have decided that up until I had sex with a girl, I had no way to compare the experience. While I have thought about those experiences many times over the last few years I still would prefer women....but if I was stranded on a desert island....
     
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    My offer to reciprocate obviously made Jimmy excited. "Really, there is nothing to it" he said in a casual, matter of fact way. "Whatever you do will feel good so just come over here and have fun." It was a bit strange to me that I had never noticed my dick before that night and now I couldn't get my mind off of it. Every move I made seemed to have some effect on my tiny appendage. Everything that touched it made it jump and sometimes it would lurch up and down all on it's own. I got up and started to put my pants on but jimmy stopped me. "Why do you want to put those back on?" he asked. I didn't really but it just seemed like what I should do. Never the less I tossed the pants aside and crawled over next to Jimmy whose cock was now turning and awkward shade of blue. His dick was pulsing with every heartbeat as he lay there, his eyes closed and his mouth hanging slightly open. I have to admit that having never seen him like this caused me to feel a little uneasy. I reached over and put my hand around his cock. It was strange the way it made my hand appear so small and my fingers could not reach all the way around it. I could feel it moving in my hand as though it were alive and trying to get away.

    I began to rub it, in much the same way that I would pet my dog. Each time I stroked it it would leap forward. Jimmy looked at me and with his voice all scratchy like he had a cold said " put your hand all the way around it". I did as he asked, and in a desperate pleading way he asked me to put some spit on it. I leaned over and worked of a mouth full of saliva and carefully dripped it on the head of his dick. I took my finger and spread it around and as I did so he became stiff all over. His arms reached out and his knees locked causing me to worry that I might have hurt him so I very gently pulled up to the tip and stroked lightly down the shaft. From somewhere deep in his throat a low animalistic sounding growl began to build. I wasn't sure exactly what to make out of all of this but remembering how my orgasm felt I figured he was about to cum so I leaned down and took him into my mouth which could only cover the head because it was so much bigger than the opening. I could feel it pulsing in my mouth and looking down I was surprised to see that his ball sack had disappeared. His hips were now urging me on and since my mouth was full I wrapped my hand around the base and caressed downward toward where his balls should be. I looked up to see if Jimmy thought I was doing good but he was stretched out straight, his head back his eyes closed and his face was blood red. His groan now became almost a whimper as he flooded my mouth with what seemed like gallons of red hot cum. Not wanting to swallow I opened my mouth just enough to allow the spunk to run from my mouth, covering my hand and forming a small river that ran over his nuts and down between his legs. The smell of his spunk filled my nostrils and still to this day is the smell I think of when thinking of a great sexual encounter. Even years later I would jack off in my mom's panties and wipe it all over my face and suck out whatever remained into my mouth.
     
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    I know I would have done something like that if I was bi, VERY VERY curious or gay .... I am curious, have touched a man,
    often wondered what it would be like, minus the desire to follow through.
     
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