Recently I have had a dream to give myself a blowjob.. I want to see what its like to have my own cock in my mouth and making myself explode and fill my mouth with my hot sticky cum. However this is not possible but I have still wanted to cum in my my own mouth. Every time I have tried, as soon as I orgasm, I feel num and spit it out and wash it away. I don't mind the taste but I don't know what it is. I am about to make a snack, peanut butter and honey toast and turn it into peaNUT and honey toast... does anybody have any other suggestions? or how to actualy reach my normal size dick to give myself a blow job? Is this normal?