I received a phone call a short while ago from my mother who could barely choke out that my oldest brother had killed himself. That he's been dead for no fewer then three days and they just found out. I can't tell you how it happened, if it was on purpose or an accidental overdose of something, just that someone I love is dead and my mother is having to bury a child. Suicide is never the answer. Please, if you're ever hurting that badly...call someone. Call the hotlines that are available, call your family, call 911. The world will not be a better place without you and the pain you're feeling is only temporary. The hole you leave in the hearts of those who love you will last a very long time. Please, spare me the talk of him being in a better place, how sorry you are for my loss or how if I need to talk, you're here. I'm just saying what I feel needs to be said. If you need help, please seek it..