Been a while since I was last here. Ive had a lot of things going on IRL. Most recently....my dad was hospitalized Nov 13th and passed away Nov 21. I was by his side when he went. Im utterly devastated. I was a daddys girl. He was always there for me....my rock....my best friend. I am so lost with out him. We are having his memorial service this Saturday.....I really dont know if I can handle it. Im trying to get the last minute things done for it....in between crying. Not sure when I will be back again.....but I will. Just need some time for myself right now. Hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year if I dont get back before the new years.