Hello, i'm sorry if i am posting this at the wrong place, i do however think it does have some relevance. I'm a guy at 18 years, virgin in every possible way, never had sex, never dated and never kissed. I have always been insecure and had pretty low selfesteem and confidence. I think this is because of my weird childhood, and generally me wasting my time on videogames. when i started at a new education when i was 16 years, we had a great class. Unfortuntly as i was very insecure i was trying to hide it with alot of humor, and yes most of the class really liked me and thought i was funny - but i had a really hard time being taken serious. Anyways, to my surprise some of the girls actually liked me (alot) and kept complimenting me which just made me even more insecure. Probably because i was afraid they were just joking and being really evil. Today i find myself in the exact same role, im the funny guy, but also very insecure and hard to get taken serious. My question is, if anyone could give me any ideas, how to increase my own selfesteem and confidence? I also seem to be very stressed and get way too little sleep, how do i break this evil circle? On another note, i also have so many zits or stuff on my back that it is ridicolous, and that really kills me. I suspect this is because of high amounts of testorone in my body, and i was wondering if masturbating would increase or decrease my level of testorone?