This time, a year ago (mid August 2005) I was being taken to a local hospital with a severe infection in my leg. At the time, I was also experiencing some difficulty breathing (due to stress) and wondered if I was going to die. I've been healing, however, this past Sunday morning, I felt a sort of "memory flashback" to that time and felt fear and anxiety. I went to church and felt God healing me emotionally, however, I also felt God commanding me that I should not be doing this. I have to leave. Even so, I have come to really like many of you who post here (good news: God loves you) and am going to miss you whether or not you miss me. I prayed for you all, for God's blessings upon you, guidance of you and protection of you. I will remember you in prayer again from time to time. In closing and as a fairwell, I pray something special for all of us: Our Father Who is in Heaven Hallowed be Thy name Thy Kingdom come They will be done on earth as it is in heaven give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil for Thine is the Kingdom and the power and the glory forever! AMEN! Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your dearly beloved Son Our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world. Holy God, Holy Mighty One Holy Immortal One have mercy on us and on the whole world! Through Jesus Christ, AMEN! May God bless and watch over you all!