So...I am on the virge of doing bad things.

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  1. Adramalech

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    Ok, seriously...Last time I was this pissed off was about three years ago when a woman I care deeply about was raped and for some reason, I am in that eye-twitching if you look at me wrong I WILL kill you mode. Past few days i've been tweaked as hell. Lack of food, just my body going on an overall nose dive. Anyways, i've wanted my GF to come over since just having her in my arms always makes me feel better. She moved into an apartment a few weeks ago which is about 2.5 miles from where she used to live. Shouldn't be a big deal, but now she never wants to come over. Fast forward to tonight and she's having dinner with her parents, which is fine and all. I just told her to call me when she gets home. She does and I ask if she wants to come over. Her excuse? "It's too far away". My house is about 13-15 miles away from her apartment which is nothing really. Especially when she's just a few miles away from her parents. Anyways, i'm in the area and remember I owe her some money. So I go to her apartment and don't see her car. I call a few times and she finally picks up and she's at her friends house. Who just so happens to live less than 3 miles from my place. So the whole distance thing and then her friend being so close to me just sent me over the edge. Right now my body is shaking. I am filled with testosterone and pure malice and I don't know why. Why is it affecting me so badly? I can't seem to calm myself down and I really wish I had a punching bag right now. And well...i'm just one of those guys you don't want to cross and she crossed me pretty bad. Anyways, I needed to vent.
     
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    Look on the upside . . . at least she wasn't with another guy.
     
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    But how do I know?

    If she's doing this how do I know she isn't doing other things behind my back?
     
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    Shit happens, it's not the end of the world!
     
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    Sometimes it feels like it is.
     
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    It certainly does!
    But we have choices?
     
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    It probably feels like the end of the world to you....

    Maybe she just needs a break from you...and didnt know how
    else to say it?

    Can you talk to her about it...?

    :)
     
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    Hey the last thing you need is a girl to push you over the edge.. Just try and not let it bother you...Time is a good healer (LOL)Try to get into some online gamming or somthing untill things calm dn.
     
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    I played some Knights of the Old Republic II and now I feel better. But it's still dwelling on me.
     
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    Then talk to her about it....get it out in the open man...or
    else it will fester....

    You are probably quite an intense one like me...dont let
    it build up or else you be in trouble!!

    Good luck
     
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    ...btw....

    you are not looking too well in your avie pic...

    maybe you need to look after yourself a little better..

    lol!
     
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    Whoa, whoa, whoa! Man, I say you kick back for a few days before you make any attempt at talking to her at all. You need to get your shit together in your head before you open your mouth and say something you don't really mean. Right now, it's all too fresh, so just chill, baby, chill.
     
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    burn baby burn

    disco inferno


    lol
     
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    Try the tapping method by Colin Fry, it works for most things.

    Google may help.
     
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    If you were in that sort of moode, kill anyone that even breaths close in your direction, tbh im not overly surprised she may not have wanted to be in your compnay, plus if she has gone through an ordeal of being raped, this will have effected her state of mind towards men in genral, so her hanging with an overly aggressive person may not be what she needs right now.
     
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    She wasnt raped. The person I was talking about is no longer amongst the living. I was referring to an event in the past and comparing the two. But we talked. She started crying at work! But I told her how it made me feel, stayed calm about the whole situation so we talked for about an hour and got everything out so now things are on a better track. But I did get some boxing in before I went so my mind was soothed. :D
     
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    What happens if one day you get in an argument, and have no punching bag available?
     
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    I use a wall or plate of steel(AKA my computer). I'm very much against hitting women unless it's playful/she wants some very rough sex.
     
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    To be honest, from reading some of your other posts, it sounds like she is trying to avoid you. I am sorry to say it but that is how I behaved when I wanted to break up with my boyfriend when I was her age.
     
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    I doubt it's that. I'm not ignorant(Or try not to be) about these situation per se, but I try to keep an open mind; and I know her emotions pretty well(She has a paranoia disorder). She just had one of those days. Hell last night she didn't want to leave my arms and we talked for about 2 hours until we fell asleep together. It felt really nice to be honest. No sex, just a mental connection. It's nice to have a balance. But next time....:brow