I was wondering, if I'm the only one, fantasizing about this and I even think if there is something wrong with me, having fantasies like that? Even as a little girl I was fascinated when there was for example (in movie) a girl being kidnapped and held without her will. If I watch movies now and there is a rape element in it I am turned on. Which is sick, I know!!! But somehow I like the thought of being held or fucked by force. Is there something really wrong with me??? Sometimes I think a lot of my insecurities towards men or my crazy fantasies could have to do with growing up without a male person. but I don't know how that one would fit to it... Hope I didn't offend anyone!