There has been something that's been bothering me for the past several months and I am wondering if I should try to do something about it or just let it be. It's my username here. (yeah, I know, big friggin' deal, huh?) The thing is, when I first joined here, I was scrambling, trying to think of a name. At the time, I was at the tail end of a "relationship" involving a cowboy. (we never met face to face) He was my first cyber lover and the reason why I started writing erotica in the first place. He also, in a way, gave me the idea of seeking ideas to help with my marital sex life. That is how I found this place, trying to explore my sexuality in a "safe" environment. Well, soon after I joined here, things got pretty ugly with the cowboy, and long story short, the whole thing ended in a mess that really left a bad taste in my mouth. Don't get me wrong, I still love the look of a cowboy, but the name Cowboy Lover isn't one that defines the real me. So, should I try to change my name or just let it be? If I do change it, what should it be?