I am a woman...26 years old and have had only two male partner in my life. The first was my ex husband and now my new fiance. He never had a gf before me and has been single untill we met again. We have known one another since we were born but long story short we went our seperate ways and now reunited again. We hit it off good but now I just don't like how things are going with our sexual life. It started out as a long distance relationship. We would talk every night and make love thru the phone. He was the first guy to ever let me exp such a thing call a dilto or phone sex, teaching me how to pleasure myself, write me romantic love story, tell me on the phone what he wants to do to me in the most romantic way. He is caring and always make sure its about my pleasure. Just for the past month I moved in with him. He the sweetest guy ever but sometime he would kiss me and make me wet and then have me give him oral sex. I would resist as we are sharing a condo w his sibling and didn't want to get caught. But he would push my head down and shove it in my mouth. I love him and know it will give him pleasure so I do it. After me cum, id kiss him restart the fire....but he would put a stop to it. At first I didn't care. But its been happening too often. I would still be horny as hell but just learned to controll it as I thought to myself " don't want to get caught" But he's doing it so often now that I askec him one day and was honest with him. On the phone is diff from real person. His reason was that we might get caught. Eh um...so what about when I give him oral...he wasn't worry about being caught so I was like wtf. Our conversation didn't go no where. Just today we went to order hotdogs. I told him I like brats better as its bigger. I didn't mean it to be sexual but he joked and said "you always like it bigger" and so I got fraustrated at him and stated "don't matter its not like I get any" he was mad that all I think of was sex. Which I don't but when he make me feel like he don't care and turn it around like that I don't appreciate. I don't want sex to be a big deal but I feel like it is. I just needed to rant. Any insight will be appreciated. I have a lot questions and what if but not sure where to start.