It's been a while since I posted here last. So I'll just jump right in. I've had a few relationships since my last post, but this one I really want to work out, while my previous one's I just wanted someone to be with or, someone to have sex with. I met this girl in September I guess. We hung out 4 days in a row to study for a Chemistry exam. I became attracted to her. I wrote in mt diary about it; saying that I hope her and I could commit to one another (I felt crazy for saying that, and I may be crazy for thinking it. I didn't even know if she liked me or not) Turns out she was attracted to me, so I asked her to be my girlfriend, even though we didn't know each other very well. I asked her to be my girlfriend because, we were acting like we were bf/gf, kissing, holding hands etc. So i figured I should make it official. We have been official for a month, it has been really fun. I am a romantic guy, and I love showing her my affection, as well as telling her how I feel. She's only been in one relationship, and she didn't open up to her previous boyfriend. She's also young, 19. Her last relationship lasted for 2 years. I am young as well, 23. She's shy and has trouble expressing her emotions verbally. We've talked about it, and she's opened up more. Like I said we've only been going out for a month. I get attached really easily, and my emotions get the better of me; I think about her all the time. I like everything about her, except the fact that she has trouble communicating. So most likely, I will be transferring to a school about 2 hours away from where we both currently live. I don't think long distance relationships work, but I really like her. I could see myself with her in the future, living together, etc. I really feel stupid for the way I feel about her, and I feel really dumb for telling her how I feel, and I how I intend on having a serious relationship with her. We are both young, and there are plenty of people out there for both of us. I just want this relationship to work out. I also think that's terrible, I shouldn't think about the future, or talk with her about it, we've only been together for a month, and I have only known her for this semester. She's a virgin, and I don't want to take her virginity unless we're going to marry each other. i think about her all the time and I become doubtful of how she feels towards me when we don't see each other or talk for a few days. (we're both busy with school, family, etc.) She's told me that she does like me, but we don't feel the same way about each other. I wish I didn't have all these emotions for her, it would make things easier. I also wish I lived in the present, and didn't think about the future. She does a good job of just living in the present. We really enjoy each other and she has gotten better about communicating. I'm not sure if I'm ready for a relationship, but I like her a lot because, she doesn't have an attitude, (like most girls do, sorry for that generalization). My therapist says I judge myself too much, and I judge myself harshly. I wish my girlfriend and I felt the same way for each other, but we obviously don't. So I'm not sure if it's going to work out, especially since I am doubtful, at times. My girlfriend says I over think things. It's true. Sorry for such a long post & sorry for troubling/concerning anyone with a relationship between two kids. I don't have ANY close friends that I could talk with this about, so it's hard for me. I welcome harsh criticism, I think it would help me. I wish someone would come on here and say: "Dude, you need to deal with your emotions, and not expect so much out of your gf." "There are plenty of girls out there, and you will probably find a better one when you transfer." Long distance relationships, usually don't work - Which I believe. "You are taking things too fast." I get attached too easily, I am aware. I feel so needy for affection. I tell her all my feelings, which I imagine would scare her off, but she says she's ok with it. I know she's attracted to me, and I want to be the guy she is looking for to build a serious relationship with. I am driving myself insane for feeling like this. I need help, and advice. I hope someone has had the same situation and will shed light on how they delt with it. God this is a long post - I am so sorry.