Hey everyone! This is my first post. I do plan to go and introduce myself but I really need to get this off my chest asap. It has really started to bring my self esteem down etc.. I apologize if this is drawn out a little bit but I just need to explain. Lol. Alright so, I am 22 years old. Female. So I have been having sex since I was 15 years old, and not once have I ever cum. Not only that, but I also havent cum from oral or from someone touching me. I am the only one that can do it. And I can only do it if I have clitoral stimulation. I know that other girls have this issue as well, but this is still very disconcerting to me. I enjoy sex so much. It does feel good, and I crave it as well. But it is the closeness I think I crave the most. I have a bf, and he is amazing. I love him so much, but it is really disappointing that I cant cum for him I really dont want to have to go and see some sex doctor, but I also dont want to spend the rest of my life not cumming. I dont really know what kind of advice anyone can give me, but I thought I would post anyway because you never know. I also love watching other girls squirt, and I really really want to be able to do that. This is all very confusing to me, and I have NO idea what to do. I am so sexually attracted to my boyfriend, but I just dont know what the hell is wrong with me. It is like even when we have sex and I do touch myself, I dont feel it :S like what the hell is that??? It is like my clitoris is numb or some crap. SO annoying. I just feel terrible and like something is wrong with me. So any help or anything would be great!! Thank you so much for reading this.