I was wondering if sex was overrated. My friend said it could be. I guess its better if both partners like each other, so it is sensual and romantic and emotional bonding along with the physical pleasure of it. Some guys are alone most their whole lives, and I dunno if I’ll ever have the privilege of feeling a woman's warmth. I'm still young, but I am a skeptic and stuff. I agree that its better to have love and lost than never at all, but I don't know if that is good when it comes to sex. I still think about that first (only) girlfriend back in junior high, but I don't know how I'll hold up if that happens, cause sex hooks people mentally, so It'll wear me down thinking about that person forever pretty much. I say this because even you all probably remember well every person you had sexual relations with. I like philosophy, and it tells to either go out and get what you want, or give up all desires. Either way is questionable. Determinism vs. Free Will is a classic situation and I definitely thing about it. I don't fear tellin someone I like how I feel, I did it just after graduating this past June, but I worry about the affects and am very careful not to bother or tread on someone. Thus, I've only pulled it off once, but I think it worked great. I can't control the universe, so its always up to the girl. Sorry for all the BS rambling melancholy whining, but starting out on my own 350 miles away and only knowing relatives is taxing as far as stress. It sucks having no friends other than a cousin. Basically I was wondering if its a shame, or how much, if I miss out on having sex during the span of life. Those porn actors make it look nice, but thats drama. Still, with all the culture and those idealistic romances in movies, I am curious to what it is like, but I can't really reach ultimate understanding by philosophizing, or thinking, or concentrating, cause it is something wholly different, it’s an experience, not a school of thought. Thanks for any advice.