Well we found out after 8 tests and a doctors visit to get another test that I am pregnant, 9 weeks to be exact. It took a couple of days to sink in and I'm happy now. We will be moving out of texas back up to my mom's until we get back on our feet. My husband is working his ass off to make sure that we get up there before the baby is born so that we can find a midwife or such in time for our child's birth. I think I will also likely be leaving this forum for quite some time. Likely won't be missed but figured I'd say something in case anyone wonders.