I will do my best to explain this, but I'm not sure I can... I have been masturbating from a very young age and am about to turn 42. Throughout all my years of making self-love I have only had this happen a handful of times and it happened again, just a coupla days ago. What happens is, I get myself into some sort of trance-like state where I am a third party to my own masturbation, an onlooker. I can see myself doing it like I am watching it on TV or something. Let me give you an example... The other day, I was in the shower and when I took the hand held shower massage down to rinse my legs after shaving, I figured I might as well get myself off. Mind you, I wasn't the least bit horny, it just seemed like a good idea at the time. So, I put the setting to "pulsate" and turned it to my clit. I looked down at my body and got that feeling that it wasn't my body at all, that it was someone else's and I was merely an observer. I felt nothing sexual for a while, then all of a sudden a rush of sheer sexual "POW!" hit me and I came very strongly. Normally, when I get excited and approach orgasm, I feel it through my whole body, my nipples get hard, I breath heavily, I shake all over, but this time I did none of those things. I just kind of floated above myself, totally disjointed. Mostly, as an orgasm builds within me, it's like I hear a train whistle off in the distance, then closer and closer til "WHAM!" the train hits me. In the case of these out of body orgasms, I hear the train off in the distance, very, very far away, then WHAM! I get hit. There is no build up and I am, for the most part, numb to the sexual feelings that come before an orgasm. I hope I explained it so someone understands. I'm curious to see if anyone else has experienced something like this.