I have been doing the fricken ex-girlfriend internet stalker thing!!! Since we've broken up we've talked and he's told me he's made ammends with girls from his past. I guess he doesn't know me that well because that really hurt to hear especially a day or 2 after. NOW all I can do with my internet time... is "ooh let's see if he's online playing with her".. I can't tell but he's always online playing xbox.. and playing a game type that he has told me in the past that he enjoyed playing with her. He always told me she liked RPGs and that's how they became close. I must be one of those really really jealous type girls. But he's just proving to me that I was right not to trust him.. that the thoughts in my mind that he's thinking about someone else were true. Anyways he has told me that I have a dysfunctional way of thinking which is probably true... but I can't help feel like crap, miserable and I make all these stories up in my head to fuel that. Can someone please make a suggestion to help me get over this?? I cry myself to sleep everynight and my heart really aches.