Sex is fantastic, but sometimes I get tired of doing the same things! It's like your favorite dish. Could you really eat steak and fries three times a day, and still feel excited about it? Years of it! When I say it is fantastic, it's because when it's happening, it feels awesome. He's very good in a couple of things. But... My man plays safe, too safe. I'm always initiating, I'm always trying to add something, but it takes two to tango. We've talked about it loads, I've given ideas, asked for his desires, asked stuff, simple stuff like different positions, or simple toy play, anything different... it's just not his thing. He doesn't find it arousing, so, he doesn't do it. He can't help it. It's just not his thing. There are times my hormones are like now, on an all time low, and I have to struggle for desire. I have to do it all by myself, in my own mind. These last two days I'm like "why bother, struggling to get in the mood? I can just not fuck, simple." And it's been two days we haven't had sex. I feel sexy and all, feel hot. But when I think of repeating the same things, sometimes it's like a cold shower. I've just bought a new toy, like a cry for help, but I hate masturbation. I've tried the toy for like a minute, sitting like a dead fish, holding the thingy against my clit. And then it was shoved in the drawer. WTF, I don't fucking masturbate! I know there are many people out there who loves masturbation. I'm not one of them. I need a man. A man who'd rock my world, sexually speaking. I want sex, but I'm bored. I'm just kind of ranting. I know by tonight, or tomorrow, I'll go back to the same old, same old. Don't misunderstand me, the same old, same old is very good, it gives me earth shattering, screaming orgasms. It's just that... it's always the same. I tell him "you know, we have everything, we could be fucking right now, like mad, we could do anything. I would do anything you'd want me to, you just have to tell me what you want, or just do it." And nothing happens. I'm attractive, he's attractive. We're fit, in shape, nice bodies... all we need is a little imagination. Just for the record, my favorite dish is chocolate ice cream. I'm not into steak and fries. Do you ever feel bored with sex, even good sex?