well, You guys here have known me for a while. I want to express something that I have not expressed before. In my rescent explorations involving dildos and fantasies of me and other men, and my way of life as of now, have come to a new hight in finding out who I might be. Since I was a kid I new that something inside me, an Emotional and maybe physical difference existed. I have in the past and persent been in mental states of mind where I can physically feel that I have breasts and a vagina. Included in that, I can imagine and actually feel a penis or Vibrator sliding in and out of me. I have many feelings and emotions that give me some great and intense connections with other females. I have always been a depressed person and uncomfortable in my own skin. Since I have begun my explorations, I have have grown more comfortable with who I am. I have begun doing research online into finding exactly what is going on.