So long story short I was seeing this chick for a long while, about 2 years. The last 6 months of those 2 years Ive always felt I was incomplete because well, she was the first girl I had technically had sex with. I had messed around with a few others but never all the way before her. Well I ended up breaking up with her for this reason. 6 months later I decide to put this feeling aside and try again but the feeling came back a short while later and I broke it off again. One thing I would like to say about the relationship and the girl. It was almost perfect. We both are honest people, we make each other laugh, we finish each others sentence, never ever fought not once (during relationship part), and good sex all the time, and 100% trust. Cant really ask for much more. I guess my problem is that I feel like Ive missed out on so much in my teens and life before her, and I want to make that time up. I just cant be happy with myself with commiting the the only girl I have ever had sex with. I just dont want any regrets later down the road. Alot of my friends always talk about the women they've been with and some freaky shit they've done, and I want part of that. I want to experience a one night stand or a FWB atleast once. Have any men here married their one and only? How do I get over this feeling, or should I still enforce what I want for myself?