Hi all this is my First post Ill get right down to the problem I have.. I feel rather embarressed to talk about this, I dont know why But I'm going to try my best. I'm 20 years old And about 9 months ago I met a girl online (online video game) I live in Arizona she lives in Canada,It started off with some chatting and then the phone calls.. We eventually fell in love with each other... To the point where we were on the phone with each other All day and night.. We even started to fall asleep with each other on the phone.. I have been a virgin for 20 years of my life.. and have never had a gf so she was my first "gf" if you consider it that. For about 5 months I saved every penny I could to go see her.. I ended up taking a trip out there in January. Things went great It was incredible.. I remember the night before I had to go back home and we were both crying and all the mushy stuff.. I then turned around and took ANOTHER trip out there in Feb which I stayed for 2 weeks living in her house and in her bedroom. We have had sex, ALOT actually but my problem is this we where both Virgins untill that point I think.. She had previous bf's she explained she did alot but never actually had sex.. I dont know if that is true but I beileve it. We planned a trip for her to come visit me in June but my problem is She just recently 2 days ago to be exact got a Dildo/Vibrater.. It's one of those Rabbit ones I dont know if anyone is familier with those but anyway.. The Toy is bigger than me.. I'm wondering if that will cause a problem in our sex life.. I've always felt I was average or a little below average.. but this thing is noticably bigger than me.. If she uses this thing on a regular basis untill june will it affect our sexualy expierences.. Will it cause her to look at me differantly, if she gets used to the size of this thing ? Everyone I talked to said not to worry about it, But it plagues my mind and it haunts me everytime I think about it or hear her mention it. And what scares me more is she seems to REALLY like it. Any advice?