Hi all, I have always known that I enjoy the feeling of anal stimulation. So I plucked up the courage to suggest I'd like to get some toys for me, she agreed. So I bought a few anal toys and waited patiently then plucked up the courage to show her what I'd bought. Her reaction wasn't positive and refused to even acknowledge. This sent me underground, and every moment I managed to steal I gave myself the biggest most intense orgasms ever. Until the other night when she caught me.... She screamed at me that she wanted a.divorce as I must be gay, took the toys and threw them in the bin and has made me promise to never do it again or we are over. All I wanted was to involve her in my fantasy now I feel ashamed but cant stop craving it! Is it time to move on and find someone who will share my fantasy??