My story.

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  1. Rosebud29

    Rosebud29 New Member

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    Hi everyone

    I'm a newbie, have introduced myself on the intros forum.

    I shall now regale you with the progression of my sexuality. Apologies if you all get bored, I'm incapable of making stories short.

    I'm 24. My first time was at 20. I'd been with my patient saint of a boyfriend (now fiancé) for a year and a half before we went all the way. One reason for this is that the first time we tried (6 months previous) we basically couldn't and I had to have an operation down there. But the major issue was that I was utterly and completly terrified of sex and everything that went with it. I'd been with my previous boyfriend for 6 months and we didn't do anything, at all. I have no idea where this fear came from but I couldn't get through it. I remember vividly trying to pluck up the courage to take my guy in my mouth. I had my head on his stomach and was shaking from head to foot. Was also shaking violently the first time he touched me.

    Anyway, things obviously progressed from there and I got into sex more. 2 problems I've had over the years is firstly that 99% of the time sex hurts, I mean really hurts, for the first 30 seconds or so, then is alright, then starts to hurt again after a while. Countless trips to the docs hasn't solved this and I gave up and now just put up with it. The other problem is that in the past I've had a very low libido, unusual for someone my age. We've gone ages without sex, just because of me, because I simply haven't been in the mood and I can't bring myself to do it if I really don't want to. I'm not shy, I've tried loads of stuff with him. We'd have periods of doing it every other day, then barran periods of about 2, even 3 weeks.

    SO, I think last weekend I reached a turning point. We stayed in all weekend and pretty much did it non-stop. It was amazing. Firstly on Saturday we got up, had a big breakfast, then went back to bed with a porn dvd. We spent ages doing all different positions, loads of licking and stroking and sucking. Then we went back downstairs naked and sat and watched tv for a while and played on the xbox. Then he started playing with my clitoris and putting his finger inside me. What made it hotter was that he wasn't smiling, he just had this look of utter concentration and lust in his eyes. So he took me again there on the couch. Then later on he was in the garage cleaning his motorbike. I fulfilled one of his fantasies. I went in in just my robe. I took it off and stood behind his bike, holding onto the grab handle. He licked and teased me to make me ready for him then entered me from behind. It was hard and fast and so so hot. THEN on Sunday, we had another day of sex, loads of positions ( I love it from behind) while watching porn again. Then yesterday we had a really hot session, it was completly wild and I was in charge. I was on top facing him, then I turned around so he could see everything, then he was on top then he took me really really hard and fast from behind with me kneeling on the bed, with loads of sucking and licking in between. Absolutely amazing 3 days.

    From Saturday onwards I have thought of nothing but sex. And I mean almost constantly. Hence the reason I looked for sex forums, to be able to share all this with you! I really do believe I've found my sex drive again. I've felt so so guilty in the past, disappointing him all the time, leading him on, being a cock tease essentially, but not meaning to be. I'm finally able to give him what he wants. And another thing, through all this sex over the last 3 days, it has hardly hurt at all, except a tiny bit at first, and no pain at all yesterday. This is an absolute first, in the 4 and a half years I've been having sex. I think I have finally found what stops it hurting, basically loads of sex to keep me open! But also lots of foreplay and watching porn helps, making me more wet and ready for him.

    So I just wanted to share that with you. It has been an incredible few days and long may it continue. As we speak, I'm waiting for him to come home so I can have him again! I have finally become the woman I have always wanted to be. And it's amazing the effect it has had on other aspects of my life, I've become calmer, more laid back, not as easily enraged or annoyed, and feeling very confident.

    Isn't sex the best!! :woohoo

    (If you have kept reading all the way down here, thankyou!)

    xxx
     
  2. igor

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    :cheer:cheer:tup:woohoo:woohoo Good for you!
     
  3. Hot Wheels

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    A long story yes.....but we all love happy endings:D
    And welcome to SF:welcome
     
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    Awesome story, thanks for posting! Not boring at all
     
  5. Barbwire

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    Thanks for sharing. I have a sporadically high sex drive and have found out one thing that leads to a libido boost is having sex, either real or cyber. The more I get the more I want, so I can relate to how you now feel. Good for you. Here's hoping the momentum keeps up.
     
  6. lbushwalker

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    Rosebud, what a wonderful expose of your coming (pun) out with sex.
    Yep, once it clicks into place nothing is better for the complexion and everything else in life.
    It would seem that once you had taken personal control of your sexuality everything else aligned.
    One little hint if I may, however hot and wet you may feel do not be afraid of using a little lube.
    Lots of sex means lots of friction and wear and tear on sensitive mucous membranes so the aid of lube helps protect as well as add enormously to pleasurable sensations.
    Again thank you for such a positive story; a pleasure to read.
     
  7. Rosebud29

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    Thanks for your replies everyone.

    Don't worry Ibushwalker, my bottle of lube is always next to the bed. Just haven't felt I've needed it these past few days! Problem with using lube is that I don't fancy taking him in my mouth again once we've had sex with lube. But I always use it if in too much pain.
     
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    Couldn't stop reading that. The pain stopped when you (and he) finally relaxed and started enjoying it. You've finally had the real thing.;)
     
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    Shearing! Wher did it mention a sheep was involved?:eek
     
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    I couldn't help wondering that too, but you know how polite I am.:lol
     
  11. Rosebud29

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    I can assure you all, no sheep were involved :lol
     
  12. Dreama

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    Congratulations to you, Rosebud!