Alright, here's my story. It's best to keep an open mind while reading this! (Just got done typing, hold crap that's long. Sorry!) Let's start about 10 years ago when my wife and I started hanging out. It was supposed to be as friends...she was engaged to someone several states away. The first night we hung out (pizza and a NY Jets game) the night ended with her straddled on top of me, still clothed, saying "Shit, I need to call my fiancee!" The next couple nights after that, the clothes found their way to the floor, and it wasn't long before she broke up with her fiancee and we were having wild sex. Now, here's where the story gets a little less normal. A good friend of mine was having girl issues, so he and I decided to hang out one evening. My wife had yet to meet him, so we headed over there to chill. Well, she was over 21, and had alcohol...one thing lead to another and when the night was over, the three of us were naked, spent, and happy. So anyway, we dated for a couple years, I helped her with her kid and her apartment stuff, and wouldn't ya know it, we both got so drunk on my 21st birthday we forgot protection. BAM! She's pregnant! I'm still trying to get through college at this point, and we dun goofed. I did the stupid ass freak out thing, we had a rough spot, but we got over it. While she was pregnant (but not yet showing) my same friend would hang out and we'd do all sorts of naughty stuff. My wife and friend even had sex during this time (he could exactly knock her up lol) and I was okay with that because it wasn't behind my back, and I trust them both. Move forward a few more years. Two kids, jobs, life...it's all very draining. My wife and I started noticing we were drifting apart a bit, nagging at each other and generally straining the relationship. We didn't want it to end, so we worked on things and got back to good. During that time we talked a lot, and it was then that she told me that all the sexual things she'd done with my friend was for my benefit alone. She resented me for sharing her then. Ouch. Fast forward again, to about a year ago. A few key things happen during this time. First, my wife gets back in contact with an old high school girlfriend. Turns out this girl is bisexual and has the hots for my wife. Even more interesting, my wife admits to being a non-practicing bisexual herself, and finds her friend attractive! So the flirt...flash each other...that's really it before the friend falls off the face of the Earth. :mad A bit later, one evening with my guy friend over (same one from years back) my wife gets pretty drunk, and also pretty naked and horny. The next morning we talked about what happened (not much, just some touching) and she admits she didn't have a problem with it, she actually ENJOYED it. Well, that of course leads down the path I'm on now: Present day! My wife has admitted to being bisexual, but non-practicing. She enjoys playing with two cocks at the same time, and has had sex with both me and my friend recently. She occasionally also goes on a webcam site like Chatroulette and flashes guys, and she's admitted to masturbating a lot when she was home alone (she's a homemaker). Of course, all this is driving me NUTS. My hormones are crazy, I get hard ons like I'm back in high school (I'm talking frequency, not quality, thank god) and I can't stop thinking of even wilder and kinkier things to do. Problem is, my wife seems to have hit her boundaries. She doesn't want to be a swinger, she doesn't want to be with a woman, and she doesn't want to share me. Fucking my friend more she's kind of iffy on, but that stems from him having issues keeping it up...he's either nervous doing her around me or just not interested. My wife sees my frustration. She feels bad about it, and has said she feels guilty having sex with my friend while she doesn't let me go find a woman to do. Last week she and I were discussing all this, and she tells me that if I want to go find some woman to fuck, don't tell her. Find a good cover, and don't blow it by coming home smelling like perfume or pussy. Now right here we have my wife, the one that doesn't want to share me (and has in the past been pretty jealous of me being around my female friends) telling me to cheat on her if I want. I don't know what to do. Part of me screams "ITS A TRAP" and the other is like "Well, maybe not?" Of course the teenager in me is all up for it, and wondering if there's any woman out there that would want me in my domesticated state...even for sharing pictures and flirting. So, um...advice?