This is so odd. I've only ever had mini orgasms because I find I have to stop as soon as I feel them coming on. I have never experienced an orgasm (or the growing feeling of it) with a partner, but I have a vibrator at home which I mostly use on my clitorus. I try all kinds of positions with it, but there have been several occasions where I feel a very intense rushing feeling begin to flow through my body as the stimulation is at its highest strength and I find I have stop whenever I feel it because I find it just way TOO intense!! I barely have to masterbate to get to this point either, sometimes it can only take between 5 and 10 mins, and it comes very fast. I have never gone all the way, and I'm almost afraid to continue when it comes. Afterwards I feel very hot and steamy. It is very rare for women to come to orgasm in such a short space of time, but I don't feel SO lucky if you get me. Does anyone else find that their orgasm becomes so incredibly intense that they have to stop? I might just add also, that since I can remember, I have been able to actually manually control this feeling inside my body. I kinda sink my body somehow and I automatically get a very similar (slightly weaker) feeling that I get when masturbating and I need to stop. Again, if I carry on with the feeling, it gets more intense and I end up shaking LIKE it's an orgasm I can control!!! It's so weird, and I don't have like a disorder or something. It's just like I can control my orgasms and then if I do get a proper one, its extra mind blowing!!