sometimes my boyfriend and i like to do the scenario where i'm asleep or pretend to be asleep and he fondles me and i wake up with his fingers inside, and i'm embarrassed/mad/really horny and give in to passionate sex. but i'm the lightest sleeper in the world so most of it ends up being acting :lol and i'm a bad actress... he suggested that he could get pills and let me know sometime that week that he'll drug me and i'll wake up sore one day and covered in cum... the idea of it turns me on and its consensual and i trust him very much so i dont see why not but i guess im wondering if anybody else has done anything similar? i know theres risks being completely knocked out. i was abused many times before we got together, he knows of all the emotional struggles ive been through because of that, and he would hate to see me with other men so i would never in a million years think he would let his friends rape me, or use pills to hurt any one else. i guess im still wondering if itd be easy for it to hurt too much though? has anyone here ever been drugged willingly?