I'm more confused and angry than sad/depressed. I actually don't feel sad at all, not sure if that's a good or bad thing after that long. I posted a few months ago about finding a pregnancy test at her house and told her it's still bothering me. Eventually came down to me telling her it's going to take time and if she can't understand and accept it, then we may as well end it. She did. I think what's upsetting me is the fact that over the past few months she has treated it like no big deal. No sex for around 4 months and finding that IS a big deal to me. Told me she hadn't had her period and she was worried, and just before we ended things told me that, "As a man, I wouldn't understand that a woman can be pregnant and still get her period." Kind of conflicting it seems like. There are some more little things that have happened over the past few months. I'm not trying to skew this in my favor, but this is one of the only times where she has come off even remotely bitchy. I'm proud of myself for being firm and just laying it down for her. Guess I just want some input or insight. I actually feel kind of good, liberated even. I'm a pretty shy, nice guy. I don't see myself going out to a bar to try and pick up somebody. Probably going to be a while before I get some sex Still, it's kind of fun wondering how I'll meet the next one.