im having jealousy problems. Like I mean i keep telling myself that i shouldn't but its hard not to. And when i get that way i dont mean to seem like im taking it out on her but i realize i can become distant for a while. Mainly because i have so many thoughts going through my head. And i often feel i may not compare to her last relationship. Sexually or intimately perhaps or even just the history that they shared. and i realize it's very ridiculous to have the thoughts and feelings that go through my mind and to take them so hard but i've gone through a lot of bullshit and have a lot of problems when it comes to girls and relationships. Part of its trust and then my own self confidence and such. Her last relationship and her only REAL relationship was like 3 years. And with an older guy she is now 18 and i think hes like 22 now or something. And you know during that time after i told her something she said or admitted to made me jealous she actually made the comment that "im not trying to make you jealous but we had a very sexual relationship." And that kind of stuff just hits me. And i have i guess depression issues of my own as well and im just not sure what to do. I feel if i discuss exactly how i feel about things or what my thoughts are then its going to make her think i have some serious issues. On top of the fact im one of those people that well i have issues with expressing my well "feelings" so im not sure exactly how to handle this. Im just afraid of driving off yet another good thing. Like i have a tendency to constantly do. So the point is. Am i in the wrong for how i feel?...And how do i go about handling it?