im an emotional type of guy, who is genuine, down to earth, knows what right and wrong is unlike the way society is these days. i had my first ever relationship, and think i done pretty darn good, with an older attractive woman (who is a mother...not my kids of course) unfortunately she turned for the worst for no reason in the end, all because she couldnt handle the goodness I gave her. it is upsetting especially after what she did and what she is doing at this moment (sleeping around) anyway, making love to her, holding her - everything was just perfect. she knew what I wanted, I knew what she wanted, you know you just didnt need to explain what you want, you could just read the mind and know what exactly they want and it works well. I felt so comfortable....doesnt matter what we did together, was comfortable and the best even though im still heart broken a few months on, some how by some miracle and my last (trust me on this, dont question) I have this other lady.... she is cute, tiny, very slim, attractive, .... really like her however i just dont feel comfortable having sex with her. Sure we did it a couple of times but still i dont feel right. its like, ive made love to someone else when i was in a relationship and shouldnt with anyone else bcos I "gave her" me...if you see what I mean. plus im not the type to sleep around, i dont do that and never have, never will. i just dont know what to do. everytime im "in the mood".... i then just turn off. its just, obviously, not the same. what should I do?